oh, it's going to turn 8th next week.
yesterday my husband ask if i'm interested to join bukak puase sponsored by his colleague - buat kat hotel - so i answered why not - it's on our monthyversary anyway - something to be celebrated lah kan (yes, i am cheap. we don't celebrate the monthyversary)
it's going to be the 8th month that i share my whole daily xtvts with - gosok gigi, breakfast, shop for groceries, lepak tepi pantai, sleep, movies, demam, sakit..evry single thing, you name it. & another 4 months we are going to meet that same path that we chose to travel in, yes, in another 4 months i can proudly say that i have been married to him for a year now - and that's when i can legally use the word annyversary (monthy sounds cuter tho..)
and it's going to turn 8th month nextweek,
and i have face with uncounted number of the same question in god-knows multiple version:
dah ade isi ke?
bile nak dapat baby?
u nampak berisi, ade ape-ape ke?
eh, lame tak borak, ade cerite gembire?
bile lagi turn you?
i rase u pregnant kot, banyak makan semacam je ni
kawan kite yang tu dah, yang ni dah, kau bile lagi?
cepat2 ok, anak aku nak kawan
alah sian, anak jiran yang u letak jadi wallpaper, bile nak letak gambar anak sendiri?
& it goes on,
n i believe it will go on forever, until the moment that there is actually a living soul inside my tummy.
i just had a conversation about this with my sister,
i mean, about people asking questions just for the purpose to make you feel small and offended, and for them to feel superior and have a f***ing right to give remarks or directions in how you should lead your life.
i was married at 24 and people don't get the chance to hush-hush asking when will i get married.
but suprisingly, even then, people give me this:-
awalnye kahwin! eh u dah sedia ke ni?
f*** you people.
you selfish *****
you give me that remarks while at the same time turn your head around and asking my 30 year old sister "bile lagi kakak nye ni nak kahwin? adik 2 orang dah kahwin dah.."
just because you have a husband and an endless number of children doesn't mean that people who doesn't is damn f***ing miserable.
do you get my message here?
my mother tought us about ikhlas.
ikhlas dalam bersahabat,
ikhlas dalam mengambil berat.
she don't teach us the opposite.
so let me tell you now.
maybe the reason why it has been a long time since i give a damn about you is because you have offended me - in a way that i never thought you will.
jodoh, ajal, rezqi are things that are out of our control.
feel humble and think back, people..
if you can ask me bile nak dapat anak,
can i pleassssssssse ask you back bile you nak mati?
.
yes, i am offended.
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8 heartpourin' feedbaks:
kak, sabar eh.tak mo lah tanya org soalan tu.mak tak ajar kan kita tanya soalan maut tu kat orang.heeee...
لك الذين ما زالوا يعملون ،
غنى لك عن الفائزين
العمل ،
عمل مع كبار العاطفة
والسماح للعالم لا تجلب لك لأسفل ،
من فضلك لا ينفصل ،
ابن الثقة لكم ،
أفعل دائما.
untuk kamu yang masih berusaha,
untuk kamu sang pemenang,
berusahalah,
berusahalah dengan keghairahan teratas,
and dont let the world bring you down,
please don’t break apart,
i'm trusting you,
i always do
and will always love you :)
sabarq2... habit manusia.. suke cari salah orang.. if can ignore, just ignore it.
mcm post aku last week jgk la ni..
aku pn mengalami masalah yg sama..
manusia mmg cmtu..
tak kawen tnye bile nk kawen..
kalo kawen awal salah (eh, muda lg dh kawen? dh besedia ke?)
kalo kawen lmbt pn salah (eh dh 28, xkawen2 lg?)
br sebln kawen dh tnye bile nk ade isi..
igt kita ada kuasa ke nk tentukn nk bila xnk bila..
semua yg kt atas sana tu yg tentukn..
kita tunggu je lah..
rezeki kn..
Dia dh atur yg terbaik utk kita..
mereka2 ni xpaham kita ahza, sbb mereka2 ni tak duduk kt tpt kita..
so sdp lah depa mengata..
so mari kita jgn putus asa, berusaha dan terus berdoa
insya-Allah, nnt ada lah tu..
Dia dh rancang yg terbaik utk kita kn :)
adik, suzie & farah,
your utmost thought does comfort me, & i believe to the people who shares a portion of the same shoes that i walk in too.
tq :)
dey! hihihihihi....power ayat
ahza!
i totally feel you.
Im married for 7 months now and people kept on asking me "eh takde takde hasil lagi ke"
it hurts. dah la aku long distances. how could they not think properly I oftenly get the chance to be around the husband like you do. please do respect me so.
maybe Allah knows best mcm it'll be hard for me to raise the baby alone kat Sabah ni ke tak tahu lah tapi jgn la memperkecilkan or buat cerita yang ini or itu tak betul or tak sihat. Thats mean.
takpe, sabar je lah.
mulut org kita mmg tak boleh control, but its how we handle it make us more maturer, wiser and dare I say better than them all.
take care!
hukk..cerita lama aku~
tak habis jugak ahza..lepas ko pregnant nanti soklan lain pulak akan timbul..penat nak layan soklan-soklan orang ni..
saba n usaha lagi=)
ja;
percaye apa yg ditentukan adalah yg terbaik - we plan, but His is the best. An underlying thot that enable us to sleep at nite, insyAllah
& mag;
yeah, u've passed it all - the ups & downs, & it pays in a very sweet way! all d best in this journey, x sbr nak tgk d new F&F crew!
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