papa, i love u, regardless.
no one really knows what we've been going thru.
i am going to stick with u.
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Si
si kenit.
si chebol.
si king-king!
si chubbyrin.
semua adelah die.
when u sleep, i wish u would wake up, and when u wake up, i really really really wish u would just go back to sleep - hehe, ibu being tak aci :p
saye seorang ibu
25 years, 10 months, 2 days - a daughter, a wife, a sister, a mother.
all that i am now =)
suck it list
pizza is doable - suck it pizzahut!
roti is doable - suck it all-d-bakery-in-m'sia!
cendol is doable - suck it mamak!
next doable item: chicken peri - peri. jaga - jaga cik salmah!
hehe
the difference between make just enough and doesn't make it at all - i don't beg you for living
whenever i tell you one thing about my current life that seems like a taboo to most people - i am not reaching out for your sympathy, i am simply being honest.
whenever i just smile at your insensitive remarks or labelling - i am not being helpless, i am restraining myself from going to that dark place again where i just bluntly lose my patience.
whenever i change the topic every time you ask me that same question - i am not running away, it's just that you are not the person that i wanted to share.
and when i am not sharing it with you - it doesn't mean that i am bottling the feelings inside, it's not that i am crying my life in my heart - it's just that, i don't feel the sense of caring coming from you, what i feel is just the attention to make me feel less of my life.
and when you dare use the word "care" to justify,
deep down i am giving you that finger that seldomly rise among all the fingers of the hand on my right.
until the day that i am begging you for life,
please make it very clear that i am currently doing fine.
if you say i am in the state of denial,
i think you are just trying hard to make you feel better with the state you are in right now by making me feel small and little and very damn minimal.
and if you think i am being too harsh with my selection of words,
believe me yours to me is just as much harsh as this, i am just paying it forward.
and don't you assume the other people too own credit cards like you do and make your pocket burn,
i never own one and so is my husband.
fin-
crouching tiger hidden dragon
yes.
i got one of both now inside my tummy.
martial art gone crazy.
haiyakk!
future note for Ummar: papa is super happy! :)
siape yang tak suke raye?
raye mestilah best..
p/s:
maybe wakjem just lurrrrrrve raye toooo much - he offered his "love" to the camera
;)
keep your feet on the ground while your head's in the cloud
if it's not real you can't hold it in your hands
you can't feel it with your heart
& i won't believe it
but if it's true
you can see it with your eyes
oh, even when in the dark
& that's where i want to be - boring by boring brick
you can't feel it with your heart
& i won't believe it
but if it's true
you can see it with your eyes
oh, even when in the dark
& that's where i want to be - boring by boring brick
p/s: dik, this is my version of the pix. no german saying wutsoev.. ;)
m o n t h y v e r s a r y
it was on 26th, last tuesday.
and both of us got the best gift ever:
and for the gift we thanked Him.
with the gift comes
a test,
a challenge,
a space for wisdom,
and patience.
so help us Allah in guiding us with the gift you gave us.
To family and friends,
you are part of this.
:)
on my nth day of marriage
on my 1st day (night) of marriage my tru love give to me...
1 supernice stomach massage treatment :)
saye sakit perut + berangin non stop.
en. heilmy terkejut dgn revelation pertame saye: my SUPER (sexy) belahaq.
huhu..now u know encik. mase deting dulu i bg yg minor2 aje..
on my 2nd day of marriage my tru love give to me...
a ride back to bangi :)
agkt brg2 peninggalan semalam (read: baju2 masam) n bukak hadiah!
lepak2 with my sisters n enjoying the moment.
how i wish mak was here...
on my 3rd day of marriage my tru love give to me...
his 1st self-made cup of hot coffee :)
instant je pon...ceitt
on my 4th, 5th and 6th day of marriage my tru love give to me...
a getaway trip to avillion pd ~
nice getaway place,
tiptop hospitality,
but VERY bad desk-service.
check in took 1+ hour!
long q, only 1 counter opened for both check in-check out.
but yet, very nice cook, superb selection of breakfast..
all i can think of thru out my time ther is maqan. nuthin els.
on my 7th day of marriage my tru love give to me...
his approval to balik kmpg melake..yay!
sampai kmpg start round, jaje en. heilmy dkt semua sedare mare. yg encik sorg ni pulak pantang di jaje, die beria2, pumpang pumpang dok bercerite, xtau sbnr nye muke org ni dah toye..hah! sabau je le...
on my 8th day of marriage my tru love give (show) to me...
a good example of suami mithali :)
i fell sick! to the bone.
kepale pusing2, tingtong thp dewe.
ckp dgn en. heilmy,
"boleh tlg picit kan kepale i x"
die terus duduk kat sebelah, letak kepale aku ats lap die, n work on his magic fingers.
i fell asleep for few hours, bile terjage en. heilmy ade dkt sebelah, berjage, aku tanye
"u x baring ke"
die ckp
"s'ok, i tggu u dkt sini, kalau nak ape2".
aku baring lg, 2 minit lps tu die kejut
"meh minum honey, kasi kurang pening".
en. heilmy suap kan honey, aku yg tgh tingtong ni ngange aje, x dpt define ape rase yg msk mulot.
dah kepetangan, en. heilmy kejut,
"cube duduk sekejap, lawan pening"
aku duduk, tingtong stil on, bt few minutes dah ok ..
aku mengadu
"encik..lapar. nak mqn sup"
en. heilmy pon keluar, carik sup utk isteri..
balik rumah dgn sup sebelah tgn, sebelah lagi ade plastik laundry.
"tadi u tdo i pegi hntr baju pegi dobi, msk dlm dryer, x pyh kite sidai dkt lua, nnt jd mcm smlm kene hujan"
-hati tersenyum-
"encik..mlm ni kite blk bangi ye"
"ok.."
-hati tersenyum lagi-
on my 9th day of marriage my tru love give to me (my sister)...
a ride back to gombakk...
adik siap sound "korg dah dkt ni nnt rajin2 tgk aku ye"
ha en. heilmy. nak jadi abg ipar mithali x..? kih3
on my 10th day of marriage my tru love give to me...
his supapawa kederat angkat brg2 dari s/alm ke sg. buloh
terimekaseh encik :)
on my 11th day of marriage my tru love give to me...
his logic!
"encik, nnt kalau u sampai awl tlg rebus kan spagget ye"
"ok"
blk rumah, bkk periuk ats stove....voila!
seperiuk penuh dgn spagget!
die rendam 1 plastik spagget utk 3 org mqn!
"encik, u nk kenduri spaggetti ke ni?"
"u suruh i rebus kan, u x ckp rebus berape bnyk"
"ok encik, lps ni i akn mention precisely brp btg nk rebus ok. so 3 hari 3 mlm lah ngadap spaggetti ni ye"
"takda hal" - ayt die yg plg aku x suke
on my 12th day of marriage my tru love give to me...
a wise piece of advice
"encik, boy basuh kan baju..i plan nak bsh mlm nnt, ni die blk td terus agkt air masuk mesin bilas baju..i malu ni"
"ha, tau kan. si mat boy tu die pantang tgk bnde longgok2 mcm tu, lps ni kalau xnk bsh lg ltk je dlm bilik, nak basuh br bwk p mesin. ok?"
mlm tu, aku nak spin baju, bkk2 mesin tgk baju yg boy basuh td ade lg dlm spin. make aku pon sidai..
eh eh.
ni stokin sape ni?
eh.
ni brief sape pulak ni?
aduss..stokin + brief + tshirt + telekung dlm 1 wash. aduilahh~
on my 13th day of marriage my tru love giv to me...
a very sweet sound of his snore....
mlm tu aku x boleh lelap. en. heilmy dah tdo. kite x puas hati, kejut die.
"encik.."
"humrmm..."
"encik...."
"hurmmmm..."
- start snoring-
kiss 1 time dkt pipi.
nothin.
kiss 1 time dkt dahi.
nothin.
kiss 1 time dkt kepale.
nothin.
kiss 1 time dkt lips.
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....
......
.
.
...
krrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhzzzzzzzzzz
lagi KUAT snore die.
make saye pon berhenti berharap ade org nak teman berjage..
n mlm tu saye mengigau. en. heilmy terjage, die urut2 dada, suroh istighfar.
huh. naseb baik bgn encik ni. klau x terkapai2 aku carik jln kelua dr mimpi yg mengarut tu.
on my 14th day of marriage my tru love give to me...
a thumbs up on my ikan bakar :)
hehe..yess!! kredit 2 adik.
balik keje, all d way drivin back otak berfikir nk msk ape.
call adik, ngadu.
adik ckp
"kau beli ikan, bakar. letak bwg merah, bwg putih, halia, tumbok tau!
jgn blend, x sdp. lps tu kau grg telor..beli ulam sikit. buat air asam"
huhu.
make setel lah diner aku utk mlm itu, n encik heilmy bg thumbs up!
"tp kan by, klau kite bakar die sekejap je, half d time dari yg kite buat td, bg basah2 je, x kering sgt, mst lg best"
hehe..ye lah. nnt kite buat ye ;)
on my 15th day of marriage my tru love...
leave me alone on the bed.
die pigi kije. make nye stuck lah saye di ats katil ni,
ngadap laptop,
dan terhasil lah post ini.
voila!
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