another second breathe

To start something that you think is hard, is hard. Like your very first time behind the wheel of a manual transmission car, you don't pass the 1st gear in the 1st trial. But when the car begins to move and the rpm is risin' and the engine is ready to work on higher gear, the car starts to move smoother and faster. And that is when you wonder why previously you say this thing is so..dem..hard..

my pilot post-20 minutes of thinking to get to the end of the 79th word *hard?*